its time for the sad and mean

sOo so many romantic blog about you in less then a week
bt i guess after those momments are gone is time to write sad and mean
i dont understand why you bein so dayum lame .dont wanna call me disappear with out a word
yeah i shouldt be asking my slef or wonderin this things i should of guess distances always wins
what you dont have close is basecially not urs...and when they say distance anit a bigg deal well
men was they wrong...i kindah stuck mah slef to belive that we could really work out that you bienin in d.r and me and tampa was jus a way to test our love out...!!!!i was stupid enough to actully belive them lies ..because ur a guy and me knoin that guys lie right infront of ur face image what you doin 10,0000 miles alway...it was like a fairytale a crazy love ilusion you kno the one that you wake up to every mornin lookin forward to gettin to the day ur going to be with the person you want/love...i felt you everywhere not only in mah heart,,i could feel ur kisses on mah lips i could feel ur had feellin on me..and its way beyond jus a touch cuz when i would sit in mah room and feel these things mah heart would start to jumpp...i guess what i really felt was all ur lies now im sure that some other girl is the one you like..maybe is cuz ur a guy and playin with girls feelins is what gets you tight........i tired of always fallin so bad why do i have to be so dayum easly fooled when it comes to guys...yeah imm try not to belive anythin that comes out ur mouth..im basecially jus gann keep livein mah life with out that beautiful illusion that made me simle...i really out of words some im endin it here...distance kills