i promise myslef this is the last and truly blog ill ever write about him
bt before i stop i have to say.it really was all a game.yeah yeah so everyone else plus my concencia was right.he is a player he is a lier and the best part is he was useinme for my money.good thing is i got ppl over their that look out for me and tell me whats up and most importantly good thing i get over shit quick cuz if not i really could of been heart broken.
so yeah it wasnt what i wanted to be but o well.im not ganna streesss itt we live in a fantasy world with out a happy ending so imma jus contiune my life story wid out mah prince charmein.bt un like cinderella im not ganna cry un like cinderella im not ganna hideee.im going to be better and learn from my mistakes cuz these is going to help me to understant realationship better..also this experince taught me alot like men are really dirt bag oo and that DISTANCES REALATIONSHIP DONT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mayb for others it can and if it do ill look up to them for ever cuz containing one is hardddd and stress fulll...bt enither way i think im going to let love come to me.cuz everytime i go after it i get pretty hurt or jus lOOk mad dum at the end ......i dont wish this boy anythin bad i wish godd can jus help him straighten up his life you kno take hiim out the streets so that they wont have to call his mom and tell her he died.i want god to get into his mind and show him that school is the right way to gooo..i wantt god to help him become a better man...and next time i talk to him i wanna hear him say his doing better then ever .cuz he found the right way..idk mayb im to bunch of holy right now.bt i dont wish him bad and i dont regret this mistake i jus want him and me to be happy and okey...+
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