once again

just when i thought that things wouldt and couldt get better just when i thought i had wrote my very last blog fr him.just when i had made up my miind to beliveing it was all a game just when i shed every tear i ever hadd..he surprise meeee.....he actually showed me that i let my slef get cuaght up with my miind that i actually let my self to belive what other ppl sayy instead of belivein in mah heartt...its like godd is turning things around for us.i feel hiim closer then ever even though his so far alway..i feel like his my prince charming even though he has no gold to buy me things a princess may want or needdd..im truely happy for this turn around that has happen cuz when i was ready to give up..he didt he showed me that LOVE IS REAL AND THAT DISTANCE DOESNT ALWAYS WIN AND THAT THOSE SAD BLOG THAT I WROTE ABOUT HIM WAS JUST MY MIIND TRICKING ME.!!!and i usally would say his bullshittin me again but i CANT THIS TIME because this time i got this strong vibe that his really being real wid me his keeepinngg 100!!!just the way i like it..and now his even talking about our future togather and the things he wanna acomplish with me.men does it feel great to have someone to love and talk to on the phone late at night..now i know that sooner or later when we are togather itll be lke im in a whole diffrent world where NOTHING COULD EVER GOO WRONG!