his takein things to the next level well at least he wants too.but im not sure if im ready to step up the game so quick.his talkin babies and im sure i would love to make one wid him so i kindah said yes we can make one when i go over their bt then again im thinkin what about my future what about my personal life.once i have his bby his offically a part of mah life..ill actually owe him explantion to things il actually have to stay home to look out for someone only a couple years younger then me.also im thininkin that if we make one once i have that bby i wont be albe to party like crazy ill be 17 when i have it.so thatll make me a junior which leaves me senior year to party and collage ..however my other side of mah miind says that im willing to give up all the freedom just to have him wid me i wouldt miind havein a baby and givein it all up for them two..
im shocked at my slef i thought that the day i would be thinkin about a bby would be when i was 24 and the day that i would get married would never be so close...his probbly ready cuz his speend most of his life partyin and havein freedom so his confident about all this.bt me iv always been locked up in a cage following too many ruless.once im legal to think for mah slef i wanna go wildd and to what ever so i dont think imready to get locked down..or iam???? grrhhh im kindah stuck between the too..truely the side that says make it is temptin me more .also he doesnt have much to ofer cuz his pretyy poor bt i think we can work on that togather right...you dont grow up always havein you grow up makein the money and your not always ready for new stages of life you jus take the step and get better at it as you go..so i think that anwser my question!!!takein this risk and haveing a kidd is just part of a new stage and i know i wont regret it never ever never in a million years not even on my worst cloudy daysssss......
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